is the single most important thing to me in life.I am a 21 year old kinda college student, that loves knitting, star gazing, eating, and running away from my problems.
I am lost as we all are, childish like we wish we be, alive for today, grasping and taking and giving as much energy and emotion into this life that I have left so that one day I will feel not so ADHD and discombobulated, able to focus my thoughts into coherent sentences let alone phrases. This is what I like what I find interesting, my life, and no worries no poop, just a lady rambling about rambling.
Smile, you never know who's watching.
Watching an Animal Grow
Feel Better and Fuck all those haters.
“I think she’s a phenomenal person. I don’t talk about anything personal, but I can talk about working with her. She’s such a huge talent and just full of life. She’s incredibly spontaneous and present, so every moment is something new and something unexpected — to work with that is the ultimate thing. Really, I could talk for a long time about it. She’s going places. [Smiles.] You know what I mean? She’s going to be fine.”
(Source: dontyoudarecloseyoureyes, via gayharrystyles)
And leave it all behind, all the arguments tears, guilt, shame, everything that hurts. My bitch of a little sister that thinks she is a grown woman and knows things about the world calling me spoiled for still being on my parents phone bills.the by I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with(my best friend) dumping me. It all hurts so much and I am soo tired of crying in shame. Hiding it from everyone one else, because that is what I do I hide it.
Cowgirls don’t cry.
But I know that I can’t I have too much going on in my life, I have too many responsibilities like my dog and his hw medication. My students. Summer camp that I am going to be starting in to weeks.
I can’t do that I can’t take the rest of the bottle of trazadone, my citalapram, mix it with a nice big glass of rum and go to bed. I can’t, I have too much going on in my life, I have so much to live for.
I am just so tired.
“I’m going to do what I want to do. I’m going to be who I really am. I’m going to figure out what that really is.”
(via watsonspam)
